Tiggo: I Found Trust Always Is The Key Factor

A “My Fetish Life” interview with Tiggo the Pup (24).

Tiggo the Pup Collared Submissive Puppy/Bottom 24 188cm (6’2″) 82Kg Melbourne, Australia

sadOsam: How long have you already been living out your kinky side and how did you come to that?

Tiggo:I had my first kinky experience when I was 20. I think “young and innocent” was the best way to describe me at that time.  As a horny 20 year old virgin boy who had just accepted my homosexuality, I was really being cautious about who I wanted to lose my virginity to, and Grindr wasn’t the best app to start with.  With the help of the Internet, I found Recon, where I chatted to numerous guys; and met up with a lot of people who agreed to have purely kinky sessions without sexual activity.  Since then my kinky side has become a big part of my life with or without sex being involved.

sadOsam: Whats especially important for you there?

Tiggo:I think what is especially important for me living out my kinky side is the trust a Dom and a sub share. Despite all the kinks I enjoy, I have found that trust is the key factor in kink play.  As a sub, I feel I show my most vulnerable side to a Dom when I give up control to him/her, and trust is the most important factor for me in deciding whether I will submit or not.  I had some very traumatic experiences in the past when I started to explore both kinky and more vanilla gay activities, and as a result, trust isn’t the easiest thing for me to develop.  However, if I’m comfortable submitting to a master, that feeling of trust that the master will do the right thing by me and that he trusts me to be a good boy is absolutely amazing.

sadOsam: Do you have special sexual and fetish preferences?

Tiggo:Indeed I do. I was raised to be an independent person, to live by myself from a really young age.  In my daily life,I normally take control of everything that is relevant to me, which can be really distressing at times.  So when it comes to sex and fetishes, I prefer to be a really submissive bottom boy where the master will make decisions for me and use me in whichever way he desires.

sadOsam: What kind of guys do you like?

Tiggo:In terms of both relationships and kink play, I love guys who can take control and are able to earn their sub’s respect.  

In my past experience, I encountered quite a few people who are self proclaimed Doms or Masters.  These people have no idea how to earn people’s respect and trust, all they do is expecting submissive individuals to automatically submit to them; or force/demand submission.  In my worst experience, I was threatened by a guy that demanded I obey him, or he would post my photos on the internet.  In all honesty these people are disgraceful compared to a real loving and caring master.  I am fortunate to have met many of them on my journey into kink.  Many are like big brothers or great mentors I never had, who know trust and respect are earned by their actions; take charge in the dynamic; firm on their commands; but still care about my well-being to make sure I’m comfortable with their domination.  They have also taught me many new experiences and trained me in new skills to be a better sub.

sadOsam: What was your hottest experience until now?

Tiggo:One of the hottest experiences I have had recently was being the bottom sub for a group of people.  The session was not organized with kink in mind, however, the friend of mine who organized the session was aware that I’m a kinky boy, and he is curious about things a vanilla guy would never think of.  So he suggested that I shouldbring my kinky gear to the session and that it might get used on me later after the group left.  Because I am a collared pup to my master, my collar is locked on my neck 24/7 and I cannot take it off without the key.  So the collar caught a lot of attention in the group during our play together.  During the action my friend surprised me by clipping a leash onto my collar.  Without any preparation I slid into a really submissive puppy headspace, deeper than I’ve ever gone in such an unexpected situation.  And the group started a puppy training session instead of the planned vanilla group sex.  Being the horny submissive puppy that I am, I was told to do different dog tricks to get “bones” as a reward.  And soon after my friend went further and locked the restraints on me to put me in different positions; and that’s when all the vanilla guys turned into kinky hungry tops to gang-banged me even when my knees gave out on me, and my p-spot was suffering from sensory overload from being pounded over and over.

sadOsam: Are there things/dreams you want to experience once?

Tiggo:People may think my fantasies might be weird.  One of the things I have always dreamed about is the possible use of hypnosis during kinky play.  I haven’t been successfully hypnotized in the past, but I would love to imagine what hypnosis can do for me.  I have read a lot of hypnosis and mind control fantasies, and I wish one day I can be programmed with a trigger word to turn me into a mindless drone for people to use sexually any time, anywhere.