Hi Casper. First, congratulations to your prowler awards nomination as “Best European Fetish Porn Star”. You’re one of the young twink porn actors I really like to see suffer and to be used also on screen. It’s because, I know, that you’re a real submissive kinkster and you really love and need this hard treatment. You’re authentic on screen and that is something which makes you special. Can you tell us, when have you realized that you like to be used and that vanilla is not really what satisfies you?
Hey MasterMarc. Hehe thank you for enjoying my suffering then. Well, I think I have some memories of having kinky ideas of getting tied since I was 13 or so. Then when I was 17 I started talking with a guy and set up a meeting with him. I knew I was going to be tied down, and I was going to be his for 2 hours, but not many more details. When I got there, I was blindfolded and put in a straightjacket. Then he began with ball busting, nipple clams and fucking me. It just developed, and in my thoughts when I jerked off I always went back to that moment. So I came back for more. Over and over.
It’s really something you often hear that the kinky thoughts and also kind of action started really early in many kinksters life. If I look back, I’ve had my first kinky games (excluding sex) with more or less 8 years. Can you explain to us what is the attraction of being in such a helpless and powerless situation?
Well explaining the turn-on is hard even if I strongly feel it, I guess, but a lot I think has to do with control. If you leave all of your control to another person, the anticipation of something that feels nice is much higher and being stroked or any pleasure given becomes much greater. A lot is just the thoughts you have of being an object taken care after with no power, with the thrill of sexual feelings. Maybe a very abstract answer, but I guess it doesn’t make fully sense to me yet.
I have some memories of having kinky ideas of getting tied since I was 13.
Is it just a sexual desire or is that part of your personality?
Well It has something to do with a part of me as well. A conflicting side because this side is the submissive side who sees a release of not having to make any decisions or to have any great responsibility, which in its own way is freedom. But it is something in conflict with the side that thinks more realistic and won’t really give up its freedom of having to choose yourself. And when having a session or being dominated, it is a release for that other side of myself.
I think that is a conflict many submissive guys have. The conflict between their own natural desires and the own socialized desires. Of course, it is also a big step to live an alternative lifestyle. But let us talk a little more about your desires. Are you an exhibitionist or are you a lover of being humiliated by being shown in such intimate moments as slave to other people, or is it a combination of both that you have started to do kink porn?
Well, I would say I love the idea of being humiliated and the idea of exposing myself to a Master at that moment. I am not actually an exhibitionist because the reason I wanted to porn came more from when I was 14 and just had the desire to do that work for the sake of the movie and making it, not showing myself.
What are the differences between a private session and a porn session?
The main difference I would say is the mindset. When I’m on a porn set I think about what to do in front of a camera, so to say. A natural sub mode is something deeper and something very different. Sub mode is more in the game and role-play as a slave, while in porn you are more aware of your surroundings.
Let us talk about the headspace you get in a private session …. How does it change your sentiments? Can you explain us, how you feel if you are really in this sub mode? What are the desires you have in this situation?
In this headspace… well, somehow it changes the reality for the moment being I guess. Because if I really get into a good mindset and mode it is as real to me that I have to follow every order and also to endure, enjoy or both what the master does to me. The desires you have is usually to please the master but also to enjoy every pleasure much more while you are given any.
Today one of your new Boynapped scenes will be published. It is the scene in which you get fisted and used by Xavier Sibley, Alexis Tivoli and Sean Taylor. How much do you love to get fisted and what is the special turn on of it?
hehe I look forward to hear feedback about that scene ^^
The special turn on of being fisted, and ass play as well, is to be filled and feel yourself having to be filled and have your hole being tested. It is also something very hot by mixing that with bondage and dominance to really give away your control of something.
Fisting is a real intensive sensation. As a bottom, you have to be totally relaxed, and you have just to follow the rhythm of your body and of course of the top. It was also very cold at the location, what definitely doesn’t help to get relaxed. How do you have still been able to control your reactions and so that you look good on cam?
It absolutely is MasterMarc. And I agree, usually heat is one of the most essential things, but when you do porn, you’re just going to have to push that away and try to relax the most you possibly can. I usually do fisting in a much warmer environment, but if you really try to push through a little bit more than you would otherwise, you will succeed. You know you don’t want to spend time waiting for some warmth when you are on a schedule, and it won’t get warmer, so the longer it takes, the colder it gets. But of course it is a very cool sensation still nonetheless.
I know that have been busy days for you in Alicante. (Click here if you want to read about our visit at the BoyNapped set). The next scenes you have one have me just shown, that you seem to be a masochist. How important is pain for you as a slave?
Hehe well, sometimes pain can be rewarding too, especially the pleasurable stinging afterwards. And I guess since many Masters I meet are sadists, I’ve got more used to it. I’d say it’s not essential, but it should be in the picture for sure.
What have been your first experiences with pain during sex sessions, and what was your reaction?
The first reaction was probably some light spanking, but before that it was probably the ballbusting and nipple play I was put through during my first session as a 17-year-old. My reaction was very negative at the start, as it probably is to many. But It is something takes time to move from fantasy to reality and rewire your brain.
What kind of pain do you like? And can you tell us about the different types of pain you have suffered and the different sensations and reactions?
Well I like electro and I like pain through some cbt and ass play. But more pain to endure for a longer. Immediate one like whipping or flogging, that is much more challenging. I have had a master that I’ve met that likes giving pain in many ways. I got to say I am quite thankful, because of that I have experienced almost all the most common pain-tools and methods in bdsm haha.
Do you think that pain has always to please or do you think that punishments you don’t like are also part of the game, so that you learn out of it and become a better slave?
Well I am not really a masochist in the sense that I enjoy pain in its singularity, its rather that I like having a reward after or pushing my limits. But in the game so to say, of course I think a master should punish his slave to teach it something. And a punishment that the slave wants to avoid works the best, so why not do something a slave really dislikes? And I also think that the pain and punishments are a big part of the role pay that makes it more authentic.
Now you have really to tell us about your hottest experience ever! Can you also tell us, why it was so special for you, and what have been the feelings and sensations you’ve had?
Well MasterMarc, that is a hard question since my memory isn’t the best. But just recently, I had a very hot experience with a Master I’ve known since the start of my slavery journey. One time I was forced to sit in a cage with my head strapped on the top of an opening through the cage. Before I went into the cage, I had to put a dildo of 42 cm in my ass, so I really would feel every movement when sitting in the cage. After I got in position in the cage, my hands got tied behind my back and my feet tied to the front, so all the weight would be on the dildo. My moaning was then silenced by a ball gag. A blindfold and earbuds were also attached, so after that the only time I knew the master was in the room was a small stroke on my dick, or a squeeze on my balls or nipples. This is just one story out of many, the hottest things ^^.
I am sure you still have some fantasies you would really love to make it real? Can you tell us, what kind of fantasies that are and why you haven’t lived them yet?
Well yeah, I guess the more I experience, the more fantasies I get, but the main ones I have, have been hard to fulfil. My fantasies nowadays are a lot about being an object exposed to forced milking and fucking. For example, being tied down, left with only a machine fucking me and jerking me off with no stop. Another fantasy I have is to be humiliated and degraded so much as a slave so that the only thing I get to drink and eat has to first be inside my ass for as long as the master decides. The courses would probably mostly be sperm from all the places the master likes to get it from, and piss as well. It is a long list of fantasies, but I think I will keep the rest private for now 😉
I see you still have a lot of kinky fantasies, that’s good and makes the sexual life even more interesting. Next time we will see us in London for the Prowler Porn Award. Is that the first nomination you have got, and how does it feel to be nominated?
Yeah, it will be great seeing you there! Yes, this is my first time being nominated for this. It felt flattering to hear that I was nominated, and I feel like it id going to be a fun new experience to attend for the first time as well. I think it will be great to see everyone under the same roof as that 🙂
Now it is really up to you to tell our readers why they should vote for you!
Well I do not want to be anything but modest but what I hope the reason for people to vote for me is that they like my performance, endurance and because they can see that I am doing it for the porn as much as I am doing it for myself.
There are a lot of good reasons to vote for you. I am sure our readers see that too. Thank you Casper, for this nice talk and we will see us soon again. And now dear readers, vote for Casper and all the other candidates you would like to support!
Casper Ellis
1995
Stockholm
Sweden
