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How long have you already been living out your kinky side and how did you came to that?

I remember quite distinctly the feeling I had when I first came across Fist Fucking porn, it felt like discovering porn again for the first time. I was more shocked and fascinated at first and I grew that obsession throughout my teens, but it wasn’t until I was 18 that I started to self fist.

I was conflicted for a couple of years beyond that, I couldn’t decide if I wanted to fully embrace my fistee side and if people would like me if I was loose and how that would be accepted by people I would meet.

I fully embraced that kinky side of myself only a year or so ago and I feel so happy to now fully dedicate myself to the journey of my growing hole.

I wasn’t sure if people will like me if I was loose

Why is a growing hole a turn-on for you and what is the goal you have for your fist pussy?

Ohhh interesting, I think I’m drawn to it because it’s extreme and taboo and I’ve always liked breaking the rules of what society expects from me. People see me as quite naive and twinky sometimes and I like to change their perception and shock them. I like being part of the fisting community as it’s alternative and there’s less standards expected of you. I would love to become more recognised within it. I think growing my hole will open me up to having more interesting encounters with more interesting people. I think the human body is so interesting and amazing. I find shoulder deep fisting so incredible and I would love to feel that connected to someone so that’s a goal for sure. A prolapse like hungerff is so very fascinating to me and I would love to train my body in that way I just think it’s so interesting what our bodies can do. I just want to look in the mirror and see a saggy leathery hole when it’s at rest, that’s the goal for me. I wanna noticeably change its appearance.

Whats especially important for you there?

For me I find the exploration of the human body the most interesting part of it, there’s something very extreme and powerful about it as a sexual act. It’s also where I feel like I can be fully in control as the bottom and there can be a focus on intensity and power but I don’t have to be entirely submissive even as the bottom. I also love that the fisting community doesn’t seem to have many boundaries or norms and everyone seems to be more focused about their connection with their fist partners rather than their sexual attraction for one another. We appreciate each other’s skills and holes over having the perfect look or body.

Do you have special sexual and fetish preferences?

I feel like weirdly I have quite a lot of strong boundaries when it comes to sex and playing, I need really considerate tops who are passionate about my needs and sensations. I want to play on the line of being submissive but I don’t like being completely dominated, so I need people willing to adapt to that and understand me. I love getting fucked and brutally face fucked by big dick tops, love to be choking and crying from a face fuck to start a session. I also really enjoy topping daddy and silver daddy types, really enjoy getting in a hairy hole and surprising someone with my topping skills. It’s rare I get to show that side of myself so it’s always fun to switch it up.

What kind of guys do you like?

I try to be really open with who I’m attracted too I don’t tend to stick to one type of man, it’s all about connections for me. I do enjoy contrasts greatly so I sometimes lean towards people who look completely opposite to me e.g. daddies or hairy guys. Hairy guys are my main weakness and I do look for that in sexual partners. I would love to be topped by daddies and muscle guys but I love the idea of mutually destroying holes with a fellow twink. I like larger guys too, tattooed guys, alternative looking people. I’m honestly open to whoever I think I’d look hot together with and I’m always looking to try new things and people.

What was your hottest experience until now?

Two quite different experiences come to mind, but my first would have to be in Dubrovnik, Croatia. I was fairly young and on holiday with my parents and I remember kind of sneaking out of our apartment late to meet someone I’d barely conversed with on grindr. He was a really hairy older man who didn’t speak English and we managed to have an intense fuck. The risk of it all made it extremely hot and also the idea that we shared that intense sexual encounter yet we’ll never be able to contact or see each other again is weirdly beautiful to me. Another time that sticks out to me was one of my first fisting sessions ever, I was with a crazy tall and muscley Frenchman. We looked so polar opposite of each other and he easily took my small arms past the elbow and deep doubles too. I was a young twink with no prior fisting experience and the image of me being near shoulder deep in this muscle daddy twice my age was just insanely hot.

You’ve said that you need a special connection but if you say that you love such ONS so it means that not trust is the important feeling. So what defines this special connection you need?

Mm it is interesting I change my mind quite a lot about things especially when it comes to sex. I think for purely just fucking I like just meeting random people and it’s more of just their energy rather than if I’m even that attracted to them. I usually can tell straight away with meeting someone how our energy’s are going to work together. I don’t like to be limited by types and I’ve had really intense connections with such different types of people just by taking risks. When it comes to an ass play session and fisting I think that’s a really different head space for me than just normal sex. I need to speak to someone a lot and build a sense of trust if we’re going to be doing heavy play like fisting. I’m drawn to experienced guys that are willing to teach for fisting.

Are there things/dreams you want to experience once?

I always had a huge obsession with the Irish porn star Paddy O’Brian and it’s always been my lifelong dream to get fucked by him. Now I’ve entered the world of kink Twitter I have new aspirations each day, I dream about all the beautiful holes on there and how much I would love to play in them all. I think mainly I would love to get BB gang fucked and fisted by a large amount of monster cocks, but hopefully not just once. Also being fisted in front of an audience is a dream that usually comes to mind.