Being tied up is a way to enter a different realm of consciousness

A “My Fetish Life” interview with SolitaryPup (41).

SolitaryPup

Submissive

41

6’0″ / 183cm

140 lbs / 63kg

San Francisco, US

sadOsam: How long have you already been living out your kinky side and how did you came to that?

SolitaryPup: I have been into bondage for as long as I can recall, from a very early age, I remember being fascinated by people in plaster casts (still something I’d like to try!). Being shy, most of my experience has been with a lot of self-bondage in the past. It was mostly just rope bondage at the beginning, but I’ve explored more and more over the years, including more kinds of restraints, straitjackets, sensory deprivation, ab/dl and puppy play. An interest in diapers came about as a way to extend bondage sessions without having to be untied and progressed into a fetish in its own right from there. Puppy-play is a more recent kink that I’ve gotten into. Even more recently, I’ve been trying playing around with e-stim. Much of what I really enjoy is from a love of being submissive and vulnerable.

sadOsam: Whats especially important for you there?

SolitaryPup: For me, being tied up is a way to enter a different realm of consciousness, and sensory depravation goes a long way towards that. Puppy-play is another way to get into another completely different mindset. The most important part of all of it it is having the ability to just submit to whatever is in store and relinquish all control or decision making.

sadOsam: Do you have special sexual and fetish preferences?

SolitaryPup: Anything to do with bondage! The more severe the better, and straitjackets have remained a favorite attire for me since I first wore one in college, especially when paired with a nice, heavy sensory depravation hood to block off sight and sound in a long term bondage session. I’m also very into wearing diapers while bound, it adds a wonderful sense of loss of control, humiliation, and vulnerability. Similarly, I’ve discovered very recently that e-stim is a total turn-on for me when tied up and left for a few hours. Diapered puppy-play has been a less-intense way for me to get into a submissive mood as well. In general, I’m very willing to at least try almost anything at least once.

sadOsam: What kind of guys do you like?

SolitaryPup: Although I identify more as bi with a bias towards women, I do find cute young guys very attractive and the thought of being forced to be submissive alongside another cute submissive boy sounds wonderful. Ideal partners are those who are willing to explore the kinks with an open mind and are willing to take complete control of me.

sadOsam: What was your hottest experience until now?

SolitaryPup: The most intense experience I’ve had was being kept tied up in a long term bondage situation for 48 hours. I was kept in restraints, including straitjackets, padded cuffs, and sensory depravation hood for the entire time with minimal external contact. It was, at times, an hallucinatory experience. I was kept diapered, and only changed once during that period. Although sexual stimulation was minimal, the entire time was one of the most arousing things I’ve ever had a chance to experience. It’s difficult to explain, but being left alone for that amount with little external stimulation really had a profound effect on my fetish for feeling completely vulnerable and was not at all unpleasant. There were a few point where I began to panic slightly, but they lasted only seconds before the intensity of the situation became enjoyable. I’ve never made claims to being “normal” about my fetish preferences!

sadOsam: Are there things/dreams you want to experience once?

SolitaryPup: There are a few things at the top of my wish list. I’m still looking forward to someday trying out some bondage in a full body cast, for one. One other experience I’m still looking forward to is being publicly displayed while bound, at an event like Dore Alley or Folsom in SF. I’ve ventured out in leather cuffs once, but I think it’d be a huge turn-on to be someone’s puppy at events like those and experience some degree of public humiliation. On a more personal level I’d love to experience some degree of “being owned” in a relationship, and to incorporate being submissive into more of life outside the bedroom.