TwistedJock | 1981 | 182 cm | 79 kg | London (UK)
For me it’s about exploration and acceptance.
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sadOsam: How long have you already been living out your kinky side and how did you came to that?
TwistedJock: I have always had a kinky side of me from as far back as I can remember. Whether it was messing around with friends as a sexually confused teenager to tying myself up as young boy. But it has only really been since I moved to London that I gained access to the depths of depravity that I always craved. A landmark in that journey would have been Fetish a week London 2017, this was where I 1st started visiting Fetish nights and engaging with the wider fetish community. For me it was a very liberating experience. It also marked a point where i was able to start defining and developing my fetish interests from merely a few ticked boxes on Recon.
sadOsam: Whats especially important for you there?
TwistedJock: For me it’s about exploration and acceptance. Repression and other people’s ideas of what is morally right and wrong can be unhealthy for an individual trying to understand themselves. I remember after one of my first sessions with a dom ended I was shell shocked and needed to sit in the sunlight for a good hour taking stock of what i had just submitted myself too. I was racked with confusion and guilt. But I went back. And I soon realised that there was nothing wrong in what I was doing. Soon I would start leaving his apartment with a big smile on my face, the burden of my own shame had been lifted and I soon started to find such sessions like a badge of honour. Ultimately we drifted apart, but without knowing it he contributed a lot of strength to the person I am today.
sadOsam: Do you have special sexual and fetish preferences?
TwistedJock: I have quite a broad range of interests that I don’t have one that as can turn to a place myself within a particular tribe. I have a passion for gear and like to dress up to show off. I’m fortunate to be able to work out a lot and like nothing better than figure hugging rubber, leather or neoprene. But this tends to be more for hitting the clubs. In the bedroom you are more likely to find me in sox and jox or some Barcode gear. Ropeplay and restraint are big things for me at the moment, as is exploring the four elements of BDSM. Although for me I tended towards the BD and M. Dominance is a huge thing for me, cast the right spell and I’ll be lost for hours. Or come correct and I’ll be the one in control. Although that happens rarely as I tend to advertise my sub side more.
sadOsam: What kind of guys do you like?
TwistedJock: I find this a uniquely hard question to answer. I of course have a list of desirable attributes in guys that I can reel off, but these are not exhaustive. I’ve met up with guys who ticked none of my boxes but said or done the right thing and we have had the most amazing of connections. Conversely I have hooked up with guys who ticked all of my boxes, but without that spark they have been the least memorable. That said for me to be in the right headspace, there has to be an element of attraction there.
sadOsam: What was your hottest experience until now?
TwistedJock: I am not able to pinpoint one particular experience as my hottest, as because of my varying tastes a lot are incomparable. But this one stands out. I had just started out on a Twitter not realising how much it was used for hookups. But this one guy contacted me, he was polite, curious about me and wanted to meet sometime. I finished work late one night and was at a loose end when he messaged me and told me to come over. There was very little preamble, he had seen many pictures of me but had shown little of himself. Limits had been discussed but little else. My instructions were simple. Come to this address, enter quietly, strip naked in the hallway, there would be a box for my belongings. Inside that box would be a blindfold. Once I was undressed and blindfolded I was to knock on a closed door and wait. The scenario had my heart racing, the cynic in me screamed out the pitfalls that this situation presented burn i didn’t listen and soon I was stood blindfolded in the hallway and I knocked. For the next few hours the blindfold never came off. I heard his voice and felt his touch and was rewarded with being able to please him as directed, but i never saw him or my surroundings. I was edged, restrained and positioned as he wished. Abruptly the session ended, I was shown into the corridor and directed to leave. Neither of us came and there wasn’t even the hint of any kind of reciprocal sex, but I was told i done well and would be invited back. For me, that was a stand out session of dominance and submission. When I see the pictures of myself in the room I never got to see serving the man I wasn’t to see that night, it still sends a shiver and anticipation through me.
sadOsam: Are there things/dreams you want to experience once?
TwistedJock: I am an awful fantasist. I am often asked by guys what i want to do and it is a huge turn off for me. As the sub I only like to set the limits, as the top (I cannot describe myself as a dom!) I prefer to freestyle and react to how my sub reacts. Groupsex is very appealing to me. However my experience has so far been tainted by broken promises and chems. I have dipped my toe into restraint and rope play and this is something I am looking forward to trying more of. As for any other dreams or fantasies each guy i meet brings me something new. Each guy I connect with and develop a more complex relationship unlocks another side to me.
