How long have you already been living out your kinky side, and how did you come to that?
In my late teens, early twenties I started to read horror books that involved bondage. This set me off, I started experimenting with self bondage whenever I was alone at home, putting myself in situations where I was restrained but could escape before I was discovered. I then moved on to exhibitionism, being naked outside in the garden at first, not blatent but could be seen by neighbours under certain circumstances. I progressed to naked jogging along secluded trails and tieing myself to trees etc along the route. The thought of being seen adding to the excitement. However, things changed about 10 or so years ago when I discovered the internet.
I bought myself a webcam and registered on a few sites. I soon started showing myself on cam naked, after a while I started getting requests to crossdress, something I had not done before, I got myself some lingerie etc and started appearing on cam dressed as a woman, before finally stipping naked at the request of viewers. I got requests for photos and videos and started posting these online. I was now a true exhibitionist. soon afterwards I discovered chastity and have been locked in various cages since then, each time the new one got smaller.
I was restrained over a bench while the Master spanked me, He then instructed the second male on how to spank correctly and allowed him to spank me also.
Then about 5 years ago I answered an advert for a maid, I went to visit a Master to see if I was suitable. Although being a maid wasn’t for me I discovered bondage, spanking and puppy play all of which I enjoyed. I visited once more before He moved away and it was not until earlier this year I found someone else to fulfil my needs.
I found someone local who liked to spank submissive males like myself, as a reward for Him spanking me I sucked His cock, this was a first for me. Since then I have visited two other Masters where I was restrained while being spanked and rewarded each of the Masters by sucking Their cocks, on one occasion I sucked 2 cocks. Now I wait to see what the future holds for me.
What’s especially important for you there?
Loss of control. I enjoy being restrained while I am being spanked, knowing that while I am in that position I have to put my trust in those who have restrained me.The same applies when I am a puppy, my Handler controls my actions.
Do you have special sexual and fetish preferences?
I am submissive in all roles. My main fetish is being spanked, something I enjoy more if i am restrained and helpless. My other fetish is puppy play but I have had only limited experience of this so far.
What kind of guys do you like?
This is a hard question for me to answer, as i am not really into guys. To be honest, it is only recently that I have started to have contact with guys. They have to be Dominant, Masters.
What was your hottest experience until now?
This would have to be a recent experience when i visited a Master for the second time. He suggested inviting another male who was mainly submissive but wanted to try being more Dominant. I was restrained over a bench while the Master spanked me, He then instructed the second male on how to spank correctly and allowed him to spank me also. After a while, as one of Them spanked me I sucked the cock of the other one, They kept switching positions.
Are there things/dreams you want to experience once?
I’m not sure if there is anything new I want to experience. I would like to get more involved with puppy play and continue with the spanking sessions. Perhaps, having the experiences happen in a outdoors setting with a larger audience, showing my true submissive exhibitionist side.
Chris Ellis
1953
United Kingdom